Need help... Please :/?

Sometimes just talking about an issue you have, even just writing it down can help you feel better, so hopefully getting this off your chest helped a little bit. If your home life is that bad and there is no family member or friend that you can talk to, find a counselor, someone not related to the problem, or a hot-line that specializes in helping with these kinds of issues. Talk to your mum and your nana about your experiences and theirs. You never know, talking with them could be therapeutic. The bad and violent attention you get...ignore it. Move away from it. Find a way to remove yourself from the situation. If just writing stuff down helps, start a diary or an anonymous blog so you can talk about your problems without people judging you. I really hope your situation gets better and that your opinion of men will change with time. I wish you the best of luck!